Faithless Heart

Driving this morning I heard one of my favorite songs by Amy Grant…Faithless Heart…and just started thinking about how we all can relate to them…SO MUCH!

At times the woman deep inside me
Wanders far from home,
And in my mind I live a life
That chills me to the bone.
A heart, running for arms out of reach,
But who is the stranger my longing seeks?
I dont know.
But it scares me through and through,
cause Ive a man at home
Who needs me to be true.

Oh, faithless heart,
Be far away from me.
Playing games inside my head
That no one else can see.
Oh, faithless heart,
You tempt me to the core,
But you cant have a hold on me,
So dont come around anymore.

(the feelings here, god, the feelings here.)

God, you know my feelings here
Could wipe my world away,
Ravaging the promises
A stronger heart once made,
So hold me, Im falling so fast,
And tell me that the fighting inside will pass
As I walk away,
And find the strength to choose
The man who waits for me
With a heart thats true.

Oh, faithless heart, (faithless heart….)
Be far away from me.
Playing games inside my head
That only I can see.
Oh, faithless heart, (faithless heart….)
You tempt me to the core,
But you cant have a hold on me,
So dont come around anymore.

Faithless heart!

Oh, faithless heart, (faithless heart….)
Be far away from me.
Playing games inside my head
That nobody else can see.
Oh, faithless heart, (faithless heart….)
You tempt me to the core,
But you cant have a hold on me,
So dont come around anymore.

Well, you cant have a hold on me.
So dont come around.

Oh I so love Amy Grant….

The Day That Changed America


9/11…5 years later. Being able to stay across the street from the WTC site less than a month ago (and actually next a WTC building that collasped) has brought an even deeper significance for me to that day…which is kinda scary because my own memoires haunt me from that day. Looking at pictures now I can place the actual locations, actual directions, etc. Kinda scary but honestly refreshing. We lost awesome people who were heroic and courageous. God Bless America.

So I am sorry…

So for all those who think I am ignoring them or forgot them or I just straight up forgot them….I AM SORRY! Things have been really crazy getting ready for my 5 week trek across the US! I will be going from Reno-Seaside Heights-Atlanta-Birmingham-Chicago. I have a new laptop so I should have updates on my blog and myspace…which is good. Come October I will have a life again!!! YEA!

It has been a while!

So I know I have been slacking on my posts…but yea…I really have no excuse! Between Santa Barbara and Huntington Beach Open my mind has been fried! I will be updating soon though! I promise! Ok, well off to Disneyland I go! Man, it seems like forever since I have been there!! But no Yo Ho’s today though :(! Soon though…very soon!

United 93

For all those who really think they know what happened with Flight 93 or 9/11 in general…U need to see this movie. It is amazing to see 9/11 from another view….to remember…Where were you on 9/11? What was your first reaction when you saw the World Trade Center on fire…or crashing into the ground? Did you know someone directly involved? What were the numbers and carriers of the planes that were involved. Did you know about the Chicago flights that were grounded that had people arrested off that plane? And the pictures from that day….a picture literally spoke a thousand words.

This movie really showed the courage of a group of traveler’s, the confusion that happened that morning (I mean, who hijakes a plane, let alone 4, in the US), and the utter reality of what happened on the doomed flight. The passengers almost reclaimed the plane…they almost pulled it off…but we know how it ends.

I literally balled the last 5 minutes. It was amazing. Go see the movie…if not for yourself then go in rememberance of the Americans who lost their lives that fateful day. We will never forget….

Baltimore 2006

So Baltimore came and went and now I am off to Dallas to do promotions for the AVP! Good times! Here are some pics from last weekend….

Me and my cousins with the new additions! Thanks Kat for having everyone over!!!

And then it was awesome to see my coach in crime….Yasmin! And congrats to her for winning her whole division!

And this was my last time “officially” assisting my 16E team with Jason.

And here is my team…

Ft. Lauderdale…part one

So this past weekend I traveled to Ft. Lauderdale, Florida for the first stop of the 2006 AVP Pro Beach Volleyball Tour. Talk about WEIRD! Only two months ago I was stressed about what I was going to do…and now I am traveling with the hottest men and women, who happen to play the sport I love, on a surface I love….the BEACH! Anyways, here is a couple of pics from the clinic I helped put together….a big thanks to the Pro’s for helping us out! It actually turned out to be a great experience for all. From Karch to Dane (Misty and Kerri’s coach) to more than enough kids! Here is Dane talking to the group with Britney, Anthony, Cindy, and Albert (my court coaches) looking on.

The one and only Karch (with Larry Witt, his partner, looking on), along with Mike Rangel (Plyo City Director) watching.